WHEN EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE SPINNING OUT OF CONTROL.NOTHING YOU CAN DO TO STOP IT. BUT FELL IT BLOW THROUGH BODY AS YOU LOSE YOURSELF MORE AND MORE YOU FORGET WHO YOU ARE OR WHO YOU WAS, AND IF THAT PERSON WAS EVER MEANT TO BE YOU? WAS I MEANT TO BE HERE? A BASTARD CHILD FROM A YOUNG MOTHER AND A DEADBEAT DRUMMER DAD WHO RAN OUT..MISTAKES ARE MADE…BUT YOU STILL ASK YOURSELF AND YOU STILL JUST WANNA CURL UP IN A BALL AND HOLD YOURSELF.THE COMFORT OF YOUR ARMS SOOTHE YOUR BODY AND YOU RELAX YOUR STIFFNESS. YOU ROCK BACK AND FOURTH AND SOB..THEN YOU STAND UP GO TO THE BATHROOM TURN THE LIGHTS ON AND GIVE YOURSELF A LONG STARE.YOU NOTICE ALL YOUR FLAWS THEN YOU SEE YOUR BROKEN HEART….AND THAT IS WHEN YOU HAVE LOST YOURSELF……