I REPORT TO FEDERAL PRISON ON SEPT.17 09 MINNESOTA..IM SCARED,BUT NO ONE CAN HELP ME/SAVE ME. THIS IS MY FATE MY FUTURE..A INMATE..I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD BE IN JAIL..AND NOT FOR MAKING A MOVIE..YOU THINK SOMEONE WOULD STAND UP AND SAVE ME BUT NO..I THINK IM MORE SCARED FOR THE 1ST DAY CAUSE IVE NEVER DONE THIS BEFORE..THERE IS NO ESCAPING AND NO PLACE TO HIDE..ALL I DO IS FIND MYSELF THINKING.. THINKING WILL THIS CHANGE ME..WILL I BE ME..AND ME..WHO AM I..I DONT KNOW WHO I AM ANYMORE..IM IN MY FAVORITE CHAIR WATCHING SCREAM AND WRITING SOME OF MY THOUGHTS..WHAT DOES NOT KILL YOU,MAKES YOU MORE STRONGER,,HMMM WELL LETS MAKE SOME APPLE PIE WITH THESE APPLES OR LEMONADE OUT OF THIS ROTTENS LEMONS…LOVE LIZZY