PAIN. EVERYBODY HANDLES PAIN DIFFERENT..I HATE TO FEEL EMOTIONAL PAIN..I RATHER YOU BEAT ME TO A BLOODY PULP..WHEN IT WOULD GET TOO PAINFUL THE MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL PAIN I FIND MYSELF DOING CRAZY HURTFUL THINGS TO MYSELF.RATHER IT WAS EXTREME SPORTS,OR A BLADE LIKE FEELING I WOULD TRY(CUTTING,STABING)..I LEARNED TO TAKE THE EMO/MENTAL PAIN AND TURN INTO TO MORE MEANING WAYS SUCH AS WORKING,TALKING TO A LOVED ONE.WALK MY DOGS,FIND A HAPPY PLACE AND KNOW YOUR NEVER ALONE EVERYONE HAS PROBLEMS..NO ONE IS PERFECT…XLIZZY